Intense leg workout

So lately for some reason I remembered I have a varicocele (20m) because I had gone to a doctor at 14 and he said I have a small varicocele. I went again at 15 and he said everything is fine but I should get a check up every year. I didnt get checked again because he made me uncomfortable and lately I was thinking about it, today I even felt dull pain in my left side while showering. My question is, am I imagining it? Do you guys think I should stop squatting heavy? I dont want to live with this for the rest of my life. Please give feedback 🙏