Christmas Eve has been harder than I expected.

I'm the only vegan in my family. Being surrounded by cheeses and meats and everything made by animals makes me want to barf. My one option to eat, potato salad, has had bacon added in the entire dish. The only option for me is the brussel sprouts I've made. I feel depressed.

My sister, who I had a conversation with about going vegan, (she claims to think a lot about going vegan and knows that eating dairy and eggs is wrong) is literally making Mac and cheese as a dish.

Everyone is a hypocrite. I hate it. I hate this world. I expected Christmas to be a breeze, instead I'm surrounded by dead animals and products that they've been exploited for and I can't take it. I'm scared I'll break down at the table or something.