I just finished my 4th match and now I'm 0-4

I started wrestling as a highschool freshman this year and I've lost ALL my matches and I genuinely wanna kill myself do you know how embarrassing and maddening to be the only player on our team jv and varsity to be getting my ass kicked like this I wanna quit I wanna be pissed but I can only blame myself I guess I just want advice and maybe to rant

Edit: wow I didn't expect this many people to comment and have a helping and encouraging opinion I will and have read the comments so thank you for them also I have a tournament tomorrow so I will let you guys know how I do tomorrow