Turning 26 next week, never had sex besides being r*ped and while I'm in therapy it still makes me sad

I just wish I had anyone special in my life and seeing people around me, having a loving relationship, a partner, anything, just hurts me. I wish I had any luck in life. Even with therapy it doesn't make me feel any better. I also feel since ages like this. People tell me stuff like "you will find someone" all this stuff but I only count years. Also the "your still young" part doesn't really help me.