8 Months Out- Reread an old journal entry, I was so wrong
Update- I Left!!
At a crossroads- I don’t think I’m strong enough to leave
f23 i feel helpless. sometimes i pray he will just die so he leaves me alone
Why do I still want him to love me?
My brain is doing cartwheels- I can’t think straight anymore
Day 3
Update on trying to take autonomy of my time back
I Feel Like I’m Falling Apart
I just want to live my life without guilt
Trying to take some autonomy back
I don’t even want him to get better
“I don’t want to be mean to you but I can’t help it”
Partner says he misses the person I was when we first met
Can’t do it right now, but I will be back.
Day 4: Getting Through “Friday Junior”
Day 3- Trying to figure out how to tell my partner
Looked at how much I was spending on liquor
Not remembering doing other drugs
Did I do the right thing or was I being a paranoid fool?
Just got through Day 2
I’m tired
Is it toxic to talk to my friend about this?
Told my best friend who has no idea that I'm an alcoholic and want to quit.
I love him but he is not good for me. (feeling broken, need support, kind words or similar experiences appreciated)
